Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Some Sad Songs

Hey, guys!!!

----Hallelujah by Allison Crow

Whenever I hear this song, I think of Goddess of Spring by P.C. Cast. IDK, but some of the words remind of situations in the book. :-) It's sad, romantic, and fully immobilizing. 2 me anyway.

----I Miss You by Blink 182

I love this song. it's just perfect.

----Adam's Song by Blink 182

This song fully reminds me of how depressing life is sometimes.

----Welcome to My Life by Simple Plan

I've posted this song a lot, but i think it's important for some ppl to understand that life is like this for a lot of ppl.

----Speak For Myself by Aly and AJ

one of motivational/depressing songs. :-)

----Find Yourself In You by Everlife

It's not really a sad song. It is in the beginning. But otherwise, it's motivational. I love those songs that start really sad, but end up being like, "Don't give up," and stuff. :-)

----Careful With Words by Aly and AJ
Just heard it yesterday... :-)

I think it's a good break up song.

----You Found Me by The Fray

I think this song plus, How To Save A Life and Over My Head are sad. :-(

----The Unwinding Cable Car by Anberlin

i like the message of this song. :-)

----Breakthrough by Hope 7

this song was like my glue in fifth grade cuz so many things were happening and i needed to kno that even tho everything around me was stressful and horrible, i was fine.

----Legally Blonde sung by Laura Bell Bundy from Legally Blonde the Musical

I LOVE THIS SONG!!!!! It's uber sad, but it's so romantic with Emmett, and yadda yadda yadda... :-)
and there are so many other depressing songs that i could name, but i doubt every song is relevant here.

Blame Me Blame Me by Anberlin

Tuesday's song: Blame Me Blame Me by Anberlin... it's a really good song.

The lyrics are easy to understand, but click on the screen to go to the youtube location to see the lyrics. In case your deaf or something.

happy tuesday everybody!!

yikes...i should get ready for school... :-)

Monday, May 25, 2009

Monday is Fun-day

Hey, everybody. :-)
I have a playlist for today instead of just a song. Lots of things going on today so check it out.

1) Behind These Hazel Eyes by Kelly Clarkson

2) Sticks and Stones by Aly and AJ

3) Adam's Song by Blink 182

4) Tell Me Why by Taylor Swift

5) Bubblewrap by McFly

6) Can't Get Me Down by Lo-Ball

7) Absolutely by Three Doors Down

8) Bouncing Off The Walls Again by Sugarcult

And now I need sleep. lol.
c ya 2moro!!
luv ya!

Friday, May 22, 2009

Don't Stop Believing by Journey

I was watching Glee last night and I remembered how much I love this song. It's very motivational. Here's the clip from the show. :-)

I love it!!! And here's the promo commercial for the show:

I'll do shout-outs tonight. gotta get ready for school!! :-)

Thursday, May 21, 2009

Haight Street by Anberlin

I heard this song like, two days ago, but it awesome!!! :-)

I have to leave for school early today bcuz my dad had surgery and can't drive on painkillers. Maybe I shouldn't say it, but with the bandage that's covering half his face, he looks fully like the Phantom of the Opera... it's AWESOME!!!!! I use that words a lot, don't i?
Oh well.

So, I'm leaving at 7, I woke up 20 minutes ago...so i really gotta go. :-)


PS, I promise to do shout outs 2moro...

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Uber Fast...

Sry! I've been uber busy so i have to do this uber fast!

Monday, 5/11: Do Ya by McFly
This video is so confusing!!!! Makes no sense...

But I love the song

Tuesday, 5/12: The Middle by Jimmy Eat World
The music video is a little racy so I found this. LUV THIS BAND!!

Wednesday, 5/13: Dead and Gone by TI and Justin Timberlake
I don't particularly enjoy rap. In fact, it annoys the fudge out of me, but...check it out.

Thursday, 5/14: I Do Not Hook Up by Kelly Clarkson
This is one of her new songs. I fell in love with it as soon as I heard it. :-)

The music vid is AWESOME, but the embedding was disabled.

Friday, 5/15: Slow Down by Aly and AJ

This song is so cool! I just listen to it and I feel dancing. I was lip-synching at school and my friends were like... "uhhh...okay..." That's how awesome this song is!!

Saturday, 5/16: The Outside by Taylor Swift
I think everyone feels like this once in their life. Nothing is going their way. They don't a single person to talk to and they just feel like they're on the outside of everyone.

There is no other video, so, just check it out. It's really good.
Now on to this week!!! :-)

Monday: Breaking by Anberlin
I just recently heard of this band. It's so great! I love them. You guys should totally keep up with them!!! :-)

Tuesday: I Am One of Them by Aly and AJ
I'm not entirely sure, but I think think this song is about car crashes...check out the lyrics. This song is a lot of fun to just sit and listen to. I love songs like that. Where you can just sit and listen and understand the words and it never gets old. :-)

Wednesday: First Date by Blink 182
The music video is awesome, but a little racy at the beginning. Check out the lyrics. :-) BLINK 4EVER!!!!

:-) The NCIS season finale was yesterday, and I realized that they always target women on that show, so I'm gonna post a couple vids of NCIS and you tell me what you think. I'm gonna rate them out of five *s on funniness and such. :-)

1) Kate/Gibbs - 1x12 My Other Left Foot - Gibbs is flirting

Gibbs is sooooooooooooooooo hot!!!!!!! I love his hair... The whole gray haired fox thing... :-)
**** bcuz it's hilarious to watch Gibbs flirt...

2) Abby: Lovely Forensic Goth-Girl

She is the strongest woman ever.
***** bcuz abby is goth, awesome, and sooooooo cool...

3) NCIS- Remembering Kate

It was so sad when Kate died. This helps me remember her.
***** bcuz Kate didn't deserve to die.

4) Gibbs' Rules

This was posted b4 some more rules showed up. But I've been keeping track. Here's my list...
**** bcuz i follow each and every one except number nine. i don't own a knife.

All of these rules were created either by me or on the NCIS wiki page. Some are unofficial, and some are stated as rules on the show. :-)

Gibbs’ Rules....

1)Never let suspects stay together.

1)Never screw over your partner.

2)Always wear gloves at a crime scene.

3)Don’t believe what you’re told. Double check.

3)Never be unreachable.

4)The best way to keep a secret? Keep it to yourself. Second best? Tell one other person—if you must. There is no third best.



7)Always be specific when you lie.

8)Never take anything for granted.

9)Never go anywhere without a knife.


11) When the job is done, walk away.

12)Never date a co-worker.

13)Never, ever involve lawyers!


15)Always work as a team.



18)It’s better to seek forgiveness than ask permission.




22)Never, ever bother Gibbs in interrogation.

23)Never mess with a Marine’s coffee if you want to live.





28)Never run with sharp objects.

29)Never fall asleep at your desk while handwriting a report.









38)Your case, your lead. (Bounce)



Never work the system when you can work the people.

Never underestimate your opponent.

Never say you’re sorry—it’s a sign of weakness.

Gibbs' Unofficial Rules:

1)Don’t believe in coincidences.

2)Do believe in bad luck.

3)Don’t speak geek, speak English.

4)Slap only the back of your underlings’ heads.

5)Always anticipate.

6)Know how to do every job that your underlings can do (this rule falls down if one your underlings happens to be Tim McGee, but we would all get a good laugh watching Gibbs trying to hack into the

CIA's computers)

7)If a computer doesn’t work, hit it.

8)Always acknowledge good work by underlings.

9)When using Truth by Intimidation, always remain silent for at least a count of 5 after doing the act of intimidation, at which point the canary will sing.

10)When in the interrogation room, stop the recording devices when the information strays into personal matters irrelevant to the investigation (e.g., don’t ask/don’t tell rules for gay Marines, revelations of unrequited love)

11)When your cell phone breaks, have DiNozzo "fix" it (unwrap a new one from the supply drawer)

12)Always ask for permission to touch the body: it belongs to the Medical Examiner (Ducky has been known to get stroppy if anyone spoils his crime scene, he reportedly threw somebody down a hill).

13)When doing a shootout, don’t kill the hostage and avoid shooting off their ear.
14)Don't call Ziva 'Ma'am' and don’t call Jenny 'Madam Director', if you want to live.
15)When hacking the CIA, give underlings a get out of jail free pass.
16)When breaking others' rules, do not get caught.
17)If you want to gain access to a secure area to investigate, carry a cup of coffee and some paperwork and act like you belong.
18)Never, ever (ever) get Ziva angry.

Abby’s Unofficial Rules:

1)Remember her birthday.
2)Treat the team as family: desertion not permitted.
3)Scientists do not rely on luck.
4)Gibbs' gut is allowed to be lucky because he is not a scientist.
5)Don't forget to defrag your computer.
6)Trust the evidence.
7)Trust Gibbs.
8)Dress codes are for other people.
9)Be kind to your equipment.

10)Always keep a spare Caf-POW
11)Be happy.

12)Be the energizer bunny of forensic science—never give up.

McGee’s Unofficial Rules:

1)When in doubt, speak geek.
2)When colleagues insist that the characters in your book are based on them, repeat the word "fiction" as many times as possible.
3)When the computers don't work and the computer technicians won't work, fix them yourself.
4)Always speak the truth.
5)Always be respectful and polite, no matter what the provocation.
6)Take all possible opportunities to get the revenge of the nerd, whilst maintaining very polite language.
7)Use vocabulary and implacable will to intimidate the person you interrogate.
8)Be willing to stand up to gang-leaders, by using your height to stare down upon them.
9)Don't ask, so that they won't have to tell.
10)Avoid heights...and boats.

DiNozzo’s Unofficial Rules:

1)Never sit on the sidelines when your people need you.
2)If a sexually attractive female is involved in the case ALWAYS hit on her.
3)Never underestimate your opponent.
4)Always seek out a movie analogy.
5)Take every opportunity to do a Tommy Lee Jones speech from the Fugitive.
6)When doing Tommy Lee Jones impressions, get the accent right.
7)Always defuse a situation with humor rather than resorting to authoritarianism.
8)Always make sure your work is done but make it look like you are just lazing around.
9)If said work is not yet done, come back in the middle of the night to complete it.
10)Do not fall in love when working undercover.
11)Do not go undercover posing as the boyfriend of anyone.
12)Be very careful whom you tongue-kiss: it might be a man in disguise.
13)Never pick on a probie when he is down.
14)Maintain the morale of the rest of the team, even when you have sufficient experience to be really very worried about Gibbs.
15)Develop a first-name working relationship with the Director but defer to Gibbs.

16)Never date a woman who eats more than you.

17)Never ask a woman her age.

Ziva’s Unofficial Rules:

1)If it annoys you, kill it.

2)Always torture Tony when you have the chance, but never admit your true feelings. Mainly because you are still confused about them.

3)Be very stealthy when trying to capture pictures of a child bomber.

4) Be very discrete when talking about your half-brother who happens to be a double agent killer who also killed your new team's member.

LOV U ALL!!!!!

Wednesday, May 13, 2009


Sorry I haven't been writing. The end of the school year leaves me busy. :-)
Because of how long there's been a gap, I figure, why update on things so long ago? So, I'm just gonna jump right in on today.

Well...actually idk what today's song is seeing as how I'm so sick i can't think straight. :-( And, because of my fever, I won't b at school 2moro either. fun.

Last night i was up late because i had slept all day and then i typed what i wrote in my notebook. It's a preface to something called "The Day I Died." I was kinda tired so it might not be perfect, but, tell me what you think!!


There is a prophecy about the end of the world. A beast rises out of the sea and speaks blasphemy about God. The moon turns to blood and the sun goes dark. It’s interpreted as a world leader helped by Satan to get people to fight against God. The number of the beast is 666. It is a prophecy widely known.
And then there is the son of God sent on a white horse.
Still, maybe the prophecy is leaving things out. Calling it “a beast” doesn’t exactly give details. What is it?
The end of the world, a beast from the sea, and the son of God…?
Prophecies can be misheard. People get bored. People forget, or push away, the truth. Words get reformed, rumors sprout from voices. And this prophecy is leaving something out.
Behind every successful man is a pissed off woman who just got her idea stolen. Jesus is the son of God, but who exactly is the daughter? Men are always supposed to be than women, but what if I said that the prophecy was leaving out a huge chunk of information that involved one woman saving the world?
Before the sin of Adam and Eve, the prophecy was sent to them. Adam was alone when he heard it. His sin wasn’t just the biting of the forbidden fruit; he changed the prophecy to one more of his liking. He spoke ill and lied.
Adam was told a young woman, a daughter of God, would fight the best, raised from the sea. But the beast was only a boy; a boy with a golden heart.
Even then, Lucifer was planning to revolt against God. And when he fell, he took his greed with him. He had lovers. They were mortal, unwilling, and scared. Lucifer raped them, kept them under close eye. Until the day he found a woman he’d courted to be pregnant by eight months. Apparently his attention had been averted.
He murdered the woman and stole the child. Somehow, though, the little boy just wouldn’t die. Lucifer tried to kill him, over and over, until the child was pale, for his soul had leached away. And angel was sent to them then. A messenger of God.
The angel told Lucifer how each of his lovers had become pregnant, how the love they felt for their unborn sons had caused the baby’s hearts to turn pure gold, filled with nothing except love. And the angel told him that the more he tried to kill his sons, the more power he would lose. Not only would they be invincible with their hearts, but they would age so slowly that one hundred years to humans would be a single year to them.
Lucifer banned the angel from his presence. But not before he made his opinion known. “Love in a vulnerability my sons cannot afford.”
“However vulnerable it makes you,” the angel said, “it is also a gift to love and be loved, yet a curse that your sons will carry.”
The angel also told him that if their hearts were changed, which was within Lucifer’s power, they would not be invincible. They could, and would, die just like every other human, no matter how slowly they aged. But anger blind sighted the fallen angel.
“If I cannot kill them and change is the only other option, change it will be. For a heart that loves is no heart that survives.”
And so he changed their hearts. Lucifer found every son of his and repeated the same task, killing their mothers and shifting their emotions. In time every son of his grew to be people of his craft. Magic. But they were killers. Men with pale skin, black eyes, and dark hair were feared by superstitious people. Those who believed in witchcraft warned others of the devil’s spawn. But, in time, people forgot.
It was when people started forgetting that God’s daughter was born. She was the woman of the prophecy. And she alone would stop the end of the world.

I've been watching NCIS since i woke up at noon. I forgot how good it is...if that's possible. ;-)

:-) and now i need another cat-nap. or, as ziva calls it, a bat-nap. :-) lol.

BTW, i joined Twitter, so if any of you have one, my name is EmilyZeray. thx.
luv u all!!!

Friday, May 1, 2009

So So So So Sorry!!

I've been so busy! Studying! Maybe texting just a little bit... I got this forward this morning, well, actually, I got it last night, but I was already asleep... Ya... So, it said, "2moro's the last day of testing, so be sure to get some sleep! If you're reading this, you're not getting some sleep!" It was sent at 10:30. I was asleep. :-)

I'm so sorry I haven't been writing, but I'm making up for it this morning!

Monday: Sandra Dee
Come on! Who hasn't seen Grease?! Really?!
Check it out. :-)

"Some people are so touchy." lol.

Tuesday: Outside Looking In by Jordan Pruitt

Cuz sometimes it really feels like this. For everyone. You know, except for those weirdos with no heart. The ones who ridicule everyone because mommy didn't love them enough. Or because they're just bored.

Wednesday: Sticks and Stones by Aly and AJ

"Sticks and stones won't break my soul. Get out of the way I'm invincible."
This song has been on my iPod since the CD came out and I just heard it on Wednesday, and I thought it was a very good pick-up song. :-)

Thursday: Build Me Up Buttercup, covered by McFly and Busted

I'm not sure who the original is by, but this is awesome.

Friday: Daring to be Different by Everlife

Idk y, but I really like this song and I sometimes feel like this...

My first thought said
With no line, you'll get lost this time
If you don't know where you're going
My second thought said
Its okay, okay to change
Its time you started growing

So there I stood without a clue
My head tried tell me what to do
My heart started playing tug-of-war
Like it's out of my hands

To be fearless when I'm scared to move
I'm overdue
Daring to be different
To scream yes, yeah I'm awake
I will not break
Daring to, daring to be different

The whole world tells me
If I choose wrong
I won't belong
I better make the right decision
But what they do and
What they say
Are not the same
They're a spinning contradiction

It's just the old that they call new
Dizzy from all the points of view
Closing my eyes while breathing in
Look up, let go, no hands

To be fearless when I'm scared to move
I'm overdue
Daring to be different
To scream yes, yeah I'm awake
I will not break
Daring to, daring to be different

Different, different

To be fearless when I'm scared to move
I'm overdue
Daring to be different
To scream yes, yeah I'm awake
I will not break
Daring to, daring to be different

Luv this song!! :-)

BTW!!!!! McFly update!!!!!! Guess which McFly member is a HUGE Blink 182 fan?! Dougie Poynter!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! You don't believe me? Check this out. Harry is up at 11:30 in the morning and decides, I'm gonna wake up the rest of the band. When he goes into Dougie's room... Blink 182 posters! Ha!!!!

LAST DAY OF TESTING!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's math. And we were supposed to have band this morning, but I needed to study. :-)